Thinking back to the hotel last july, i remember the first time i talked to you.. i couldnt stop laughing, here is this barely 5 ft. tall boy holding back his entire lacrosse team from getting into his hotel room just so he could be alone with me and tiffani, it was so funny, but truthfully, cal never stopped making us laugh he was always in the best mood and he always knew what to say and when to say it.. Late at night all i think about is cal..

and how when it rains and you step outside and feel the drops on your face..
cal will never again
How when you listen to that brand new song on the radio
cal never will
How when the LI lacrosse team wins a game
cal never will again
How when you laugh and cry and hang out with your friends
cal never will...

I know that cal is watching over all his loved ones.. and i hope cal is watching over me.. because he is my angel.. the one who saved me from sadness..